Lost in reality-Found in FANTASY

i accept every flaw about her and even forgiven her beautiful self about everything in her past cause all i cared about was the present. but everything that i have let go for her she can’t oversee that i have a talking problem. its worse in her eyes cause she’s told me everything and i barely answer her and i claim its the tone or volume in her voice and it is sometimes but that is just my personal problem and she can’t let it go. so i questioned if she still cared about me and that offended her. i believe she cares and loves me, but in my heart it feels like something is missing. i can make her so happy, but when it comes to about me i look like im pointing fingers and being confusing cause i cant explain myself and i just upset her more. i wish our silent arguments dont keep happening in the future. i think wat im missing is the passion and i mean true unbelievable passion for one another…i dont mind working with someone as long as they want to work with me. im such an emotional person its rediculous sometimes. i wish she would share the same vibe i feel. i fear there is just so much i can do for one person if they can’t help themselves first.